Flashing Red
Restlessness contained by stillness My mind manifests medical mysteries I am falling
In out I am grieving In out and my heart is buh-beating InOut Breathing b-beating
Please calm down Smooth soothing loses its place InOut, InOut
Tight panic pressure pain I can’t feel the ground anymore
#516
Beginnings
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Hope
I want a home near the ocean The Atlantic I want someone to share it with.. I don't know who yet But I want to know the closeness again that I knew a very long time ago It has to be possible since I know it exists I want someone who's on my side, someone I can trust Why is that so hard to find
Loneliness makes one do - odd things You settle for less than what you deserve Let alone what you want or need And you make yourself believe that maybe this is the best it can be But it always comes back to say no, no - this can't be right There has to be more And then thoughts like this come alive again, with renewed hope... I want a home near the ocean
#522
Cinnamon
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Still
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Yellow
“Here comes Katie” And the sun yawns over the ocean I’m 18 and I’m full of vinegar and something else (I can’t remember now) I’m 18, out on my own, working at a job that doesn’t sleep The hotel has a large front porch, a comfortable lobby, and a small front desk The hotel has a man who comes in at 5am A man who sweeps the porch, takes out the trash, and drinks coffee with me The first lesson I learned, being 18 and out on my own, is this: This man knows the sun personally, and her name is Katie